lips kissing cheeks.

June 14, 2014

soft and tender
her love on my cheek

those feelings i
receive, unaware

i am bonded to you
through fluidous air

let me float with you
in this womb of joy

where else shall i find
another one like you?

my sister is one joyful creature and manages to always make me smile, inspire me and hurt me at times. without her my life would have been so boring and meaningless.. i always see that yearning in me, wanting to just cuddle with her and enjoy those sweet delicate moments of untarnished sisterhood.

little by little.

May 11, 2014

being with you
following your shadow
makes me happy

little by little
i change
my world changes

and everything seems
possible
for once

i am confident that
this will go on
for long

with you
i know i can walk
without fear

happiness fills
my little heart
when i hold on to you

little by little
my vision enlarges
and i am astonished.

just looking.

December 14, 2013

lights reflected
from your pretty eyes
i had to see
witness your smile and
hold those warm wintery hands
this time
its beautiful
for once this season
is more than beautiful
with love decorated
in every beat of my heart
and as we walk alone
hand in hand
all i want to do is just
look at you
smiling.

closeby~

December 7, 2013

if i can
hold them close
would it make me happy
i wonder
when i see
couples in love
swearing to be together
forever
in health and sickness
i wonder
is it true
closeby someplace
a heart beats alone
there is yearning
there is sadness
yet why is it that
only another heart can
fulfill that gap
why is there a yearning
i feel like asking
perhaps
its something to be felt
and not pondered over
something that can only be
realized in real
and not fantasized
tis’ not worth
spending precious hours
clamoring over
the perpetual puzzle of love
and intimacy since
it is a puzzle that must remain
a puzzle
and it is up to those that
truly deserve
and desire
to walk into the maze
and find a way out
towards the heavenly joy
of holding someone
closeby.

Indeed I am…

October 4, 2012

There is no way I would assert the fact that I am indeed incomplete without my family. It is easier to miss them than to be indifferent to them. It is easier to love them, than to hate them. Even as I write this it sounds a bit funny to me.

There is such a huge supportive role that my family plays for me that it might take years for me to learn to stay away and solo. Its really tough especially after all these years of sharing fond and love.

But I am changing. I am learning, I am growing. And given a need perhaps I might be able to adjust without them. And I might have to strategically manage such a situation, but then it is not entirely impossible as my family tends to believe.

The ability to detach yourself from the people you love on purpose is perhaps the most difficult task in the whole world, but it is essential sometimes, for your own growth and maturity.

And without much hesitation I would like to say I want to try. I want to be able to grow into a new dimension of myself, with higher ambitions and a more open perspective on life.

 

Relationships that form in pain and hardships are the strongest human bonds on planet. At least, that is what I have experienced.

I think such a form of love or bonding lasts forever and the reason is probably the intensity and remarkable memorability of the experience that binds people together.

Of all emotions, love is the most divine and indifference is the worst evil.

In ordinary lives people cannot understand the real depth of a relationship for it is easier to get by with, you can hold hands together yet you would never feel the depth of that touch till you have felt the desperate pain or fear of losing that person.

Human emotions are strongest when they experience immense pain, sufferings or death. These are moments when people’s perspectives on life change completely and they realize their deepest feelings and emotions conquering their thoughts. And everything at such a time becomes clear and they come to realize how much they truly love someone.

My family have experienced it, I have seen my friends go through it. I have read about people who have survived the worst times of their lives together and they report each experience deepening their relationship.

That’s probably the most beautiful thing about human relationships, especially love.

But seems like this is just one aspect of love and this beautiful emotion deserves a whole new post for a deeper exploration of its beauty and truth.

And I think this post is a lesson for most who wish to know for sure if their relationship is truly deep or unexpectedly shallow. I think all of us should ask ourselves a few good questions and as per the above rule, maybe, we can find for ourselves the perfect life-partner or a lifelong friend.

the beauty of this moment
as sit together and talk
you crack and joke
and we both incessantly laugh
there is so much fun
in being together
its like we have been like this
forever and ever
with you dear sis
i cannot see time
nor the world do i sense
as you look into my eyes
our hearts overjoyed
and our dreams unite
and we just share our hearts
like kids share their toys
love fills this gap between lines
and every word is another thread
to our bonding
for it gets deeper and stronger
with the passing of time
and i cannot thank god enough
for gifting me a darling like you
for you share your whole world with me
and i mutually share with you mine.

I want to dedicate this poem to my dearest sis. I love her so much more than what this poem can ever tell…  🙂

 

Endlessness.

June 2, 2012

a calm old heart
yearns for
cherished moments
spent under the sky
a calm soul
loves to be heard
with a silent gaze
shared with the vast
the mild breeze
and the distant sky
all invite the beauty in you
everything that’s unimportant
to the whole world
is important
just to you
and that is precisely
the endlessness
that fills you with
all that inspiration
for words
you love the silence
you love the sea
and you love the sky too
and with words you can
write and share
a little verse
and a few poems
with a handful of those
who feel the same
in ways similar
to yours…

Moments of Life

January 15, 2012

we did fight sometimes
and the fights they
used to be for such
simple things and pleasures
our arms and fingers
yearned to clutch
onto each other 
for just about no reasons
and that was heaven
the day i leave them
for some place else
i would cry so bad
i know that they too will
yet that’s how life
is going to be for me
and for them too
and fate does not offer
everything in one shot
we have to suffer
to smile
endure pain to rejoice
in the sunlight
sometimes we have to
just struggle so hard
that life may seem
more meaningful
more complete then
that’s how it will be 
and we do fight sometimes
and the fights they
are for such
simple things and pleasures
our arms and fingers
clutching
onto each other 
for just about every reason
in this wide world
to be together
through good and bad
and live together
share and love
and suffer together
with each other
that’s how life should be
but no one can tell
how it will all turn out
and what directions
i might be directed
to walk on… 

December 11, 2011

whats best for us
i know not
what shall bring us
more happiness and joy
i cannot predict
its just your hand
your soul i need
close to mine
to help me protect
this love of ours… 

November 21, 2011

a place where
i can be i
and you can be you
and together we can
weave magic
its right here
in this moment
dying between
our glaring faces… 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains. 

September 20, 2011

Married so
And we walk together
For the rest of our lives
Into each other’s happiness
And into each other’s pains
Like true soul mates
Like the Summer Rains.